One door close the others open

First it was three guys and slowly i eliminate them one by one , chinese indo , Spanish indian and now left middle east guy mixed canada . Recently i find that i couldn't clicked with the spanish one so i broke up with him now i got hook up with the south africa one and yes i'm not so attached cause it's "an open relationship " but i still date around to find the right one but i still love my canada bf . I guess i could never blame anyone but myself and maybe it's true sometime u can love more than one , i learn form the person who i used to love but now just friends . Thanks to him. :)On monday going school pay fee and i'm up to walk this journey maybe i can have both future and love ^-^