May angels lead me in

I guess sometimes I became upset more and god gave me harder
Obstical to face .. Choosing is one of the ways I always get involve in
But the thing is getting the same in return never an acception .. In the
End of the day the person only care for me but not my uncle .. Yea he may
Call me name , said hurtful things but he love me alot that for sure .. What come around goes around
Same thing happen before where I was there for my ex"s and in the end when things
Happen to my uncle or me the just had a but if or an excuse saying to get in trouble or cause trouble ..
I didn't think twice whether I need to be there but just go for it .. But you I need to tell you then you
Do it .. Like I say the different between you and I is I care for you and your family
:( caring for me is not enough but be there with me when I'm in good or bad regardless what the
Outcome !

Glad you came

I never though one day you would leave me , slightest possibility 40%
Chances you can get stroke or die . So tell me how should I feel ? How about
The future for both of us ? Is not built yet .. I'm scared and at the same time
Worried that you would just be gone forever and left me here in misery ..
I cried every night looking at you sleep and praying to god that you would live longer
And recover from the sickness .. Promise me you would fight and do your best
Stay alive for us , for our future :( even though walking with you for the past 7 month
Is tough but I'm not giving up yet cause I know and believe we could go far..
May not lie that the obstacle we facing is complicated and our love is forbidden or not
Accepted from people around us , I know we have to be strong .. Yes what we have
Is honest love regardless of same sex all that its important is our love for each other and the
Bond we share is very strong .. I want to see your face everyday I wake up
And at night given goodnight hugs cuddles and kisses .. So don't give up and fightof your sickness
, I'll be there every step of the way I promise . I love you for who you and the best gift you can give me
Is to walk with me in future and built a family . Thanks for love , care and concern .. I love the ring you
Gave to me for our belated 7 month gift . Love you boobear <3

I hate reality

I wanT to get over it and done .. Get me out of here from this nightmare

Chaing chaing!

I'm going for job interview today :) wish me luck ! So baby is companying me
After I'm done we will head off to paya lebar to collect her ezlink card then she off to senkang and
I will go back home instead .. Hopefully get a job fast :) need $$$$ loads of it .. Hmm
Today TOTO hopefully strike some hundreds of cash huat ar !!! Ciao ciao

Superbly stress out

Why would i be upset , i lost everything and i gave up everything . My parents , my social life , freedom just to be with you thinking that i have a promising future and get a better job . I guess i have nothing left ? you dont see that you still young , staying with your parents still love , give you food a place to stay and comfort . Me , where do i go ? staying at your place , jobless and feeling useless . I want to run away far because i'm upset with myself , my family who ruin my life . Sometimes death is not bad solution but its still troublesome :( FML

its feb , i should find work right ? well done my resume only left is a passport size photo of myself .. hmmm .. dont want rot at home even thought i've been busy lazing around at home for 1 month :) just a short rest for me and on for job hunting . What else can i say about my love life its normal to have ups and downs somehow i saw the true colors of my partner , love her loads sometimes i would like to strangle her . Valentine is coming , fai bdae and ORD is during feb god im supposed to be excited right :) hopefully things would work out for the better. Im desperate now , money is important since i've been surviving on my own without my parents help .. headache what to do i need to find job ASAP.

We run the night!

After celebrating baby's mum bdae , went out the next day for a bestfriend outting with fai fai then later baby join us .. fai was buying gift for his mom birthday this sunday :) , spend time with boobear some place for us time then off back home . Tomorrow me and boobear going to apply job , hopefully everything turn out good . Hwatting !! :) I love my boobear !

2012

Yes yes is kinda late for me to post any New years shit but yeah after a long days not posting any kind of shit , i finally gotta touch the comp and post something . Lately been working hard , partying , porning with my girl and what else celebrating the new years with my friends and baby .Sebbie went back to Melbourn , some arguement happen between me and baby but all settle . Just finding a job that has good effing pay and flexibility in time (Office hours).. Pray and hope , guess what shit happen but we gotta suck it up and move on pointless sucking up on something ... I guess noone is perfect right ? One point of the time we feel hopeless and lost , gotta keep our head up high and move on . Believing on ownself is important .. Ciao ciao..