Sunday, March 4, 2012

May angels lead me in

I guess sometimes I became upset more and god gave me harder
Obstical to face .. Choosing is one of the ways I always get involve in
But the thing is getting the same in return never an acception .. In the
End of the day the person only care for me but not my uncle .. Yea he may
Call me name , said hurtful things but he love me alot that for sure .. What come around goes around
Same thing happen before where I was there for my ex"s and in the end when things
Happen to my uncle or me the just had a but if or an excuse saying to get in trouble or cause trouble ..
I didn't think twice whether I need to be there but just go for it .. But you I need to tell you then you
Do it .. Like I say the different between you and I is I care for you and your family
:( caring for me is not enough but be there with me when I'm in good or bad regardless what the
Outcome !

Glad you came


I never though one day you would leave me , slightest possibility 40%
Chances you can get stroke or die . So tell me how should I feel ? How about
The future for both of us ? Is not built yet .. I'm scared and at the same time
Worried that you would just be gone forever and left me here in misery ..
I cried every night looking at you sleep and praying to god that you would live longer
And recover from the sickness .. Promise me you would fight and do your best
Stay alive for us , for our future :( even though walking with you for the past 7 month
Is tough but I'm not giving up yet cause I know and believe we could go far..
May not lie that the obstacle we facing is complicated and our love is forbidden or not
Accepted from people around us , I know we have to be strong .. Yes what we have
Is honest love regardless of same sex all that its important is our love for each other and the
Bond we share is very strong .. I want to see your face everyday I wake up
And at night given goodnight hugs cuddles and kisses .. So don't give up and fightof your sickness
, I'll be there every step of the way I promise . I love you for who you and the best gift you can give me
Is to walk with me in future and built a family . Thanks for love , care and concern .. I love the ring you
Gave to me for our belated 7 month gift . Love you boobear <3