Whether you love me or love me not is your choice . I gone tru alot with you and what given is yours to keep , What i give is sincere from the bottom of the heart.

Addicted to only girl by rihanna :)

Medi, pedi , mask, warm up nd party party party tonite :) till 6 am.. Holla!

Happy bdae my deareat sihui hugs and kisses!

Got addicted watching Personal taste korean drama :D!

I'm applying to Private school tomorrow for the subjects i'll be taking and i'm studying japanese and doing alot of things to keep my mind and time preoccupied of course i'll give time with my friends and love ones of course . So here i go my revolution my future .
xoxo SuSu

Thx sebe for a great time erm ..

Didn't expect that things would be fun and wild on my bdae hahas . Revolution after this i've become bulletproof. I want to be happy , happiness is not easy to find but if it's temporary or stupid i'll just take it for the fun of living . :)

i did it . i've done sobering and sad . Today my bdae 13 nov is abrand new day brand new person and happy one . The past is left behind goodbye bad memories i bid u a big farewell and thanks :) alright later gonna celebrate with them excited cause i'll be the princess today holla!!

Dear god ,
I'm really terrified i really am . i just have the feeling that is bad and something gonna happen to me . I'm really afraid but y am i doing this to myself knowing i'm giving in to danger . Please show me the sign and dun make me regret it . I'm going out and it's achoice whether i'm losing my mind now . $ more hours would be the last hours now . T-T

Seriously piss off.. i said my bdae is coming is on the 13 nov not the freaking 10 nov waddup with that. gosh some people are so irritating haha! :) everything is plan out gonna party party party !

Yesterday late evening when to watch two movies with jay MEGAMIND and PARANOMAL ACTIVITY 2 , stay up so late till 6 plus to 7 then when off back home and get some shut eyes. He is a really sweet guy , first date :) hahas we laugh alot alot and it was nice . But now so tired not enuff sleep one after other people rang my phone geezzz i'm tiring to sleep ppl i'm so gonna get eye bags D:.. well head off to rest before my head turn harewire uhhhh! waiting daddy cook food eat. I guess everything is fallen to pieces for me . After the suffering i finally see happiness in it. I thank you god , all that's left for me to look for a bright future. :)
God bless

Surprising ! just today late evening my dad called and ask me what i wan for birthday present , well this was first time he asked hahas i didn't know what i wanted and the most incredible part was he said " Tell me cause i've been trying to find u a gift from plaza singapura to centre point , so do you wan Gucci bag , guess bag so?"
Hahas wow dad gucci bag !! hahas my dad is so funny.. just to humor him i said i wanted an LV bag and he literally when there to check out for me so sweet :D but hais that quite too much i rather buy it myself so i told him give me money for shopping so i can decide what to buy for myself :)

:D Happy deepavali guys !
Best part in life is we get to choose it and live it as much as possible. It's never too last for you to start brand new . Counting days to my bdae , photoshoot and christmas and next yr back to studies for a degree HOLLAH! :)

it really hurts..so sad to know that even though how hard you've tried and you have sacrificed a lot for him, but still he does wrong...and yet, you will see yourself still waiting for him....that's true love....my gosh..i'm very touch... :(

-29bluefairy



Saw this post ..

I don't wan to expect much for my birthday but i decided i want to celebrate it not for the sake of family or friends but for myself . Celebrate the day i was in the world i should be thankful for that i stayed in this world for 20 yrs of my life . Life has it's up and down but that's how it goes. People who met and apart from i would always remembered and cherish. I love every single one of you guys , it doesn't matter what it is or how i felt cause LOVE comes in any shape and sizes . Love does conquer all cause the reason that we were brought together as one . For that I Love You!