Woah , it was awsome even though i was the first person to sing and act but i know i did my very best and given all i got in it. Just wait for the result for 2 weeks time , i know i would go in i believe in myself .

My time to shine

Fingers cross , finally tomorrow is the audition itself . Give it my all the best! :)

It's a great day today, the wheather is much cooling as it rains in the late afternoon . :)what better to feel happy and contented with delicious cooking by uncle , relaxing as i look at the scenery of my balcony window, enjoy a good chat with uncle about the things happen few days and preparing for my audition and test at NAFA this sat . Life couldn't get more relax and peaceful, Been partying alot but now i have stop temporary and have some good rest. I decided not to rant or complain about anything but enjoy the little things that happening and felt simple . Have a good day everyone

Why is everyone seems to be so worked up with what i do with my own life. Either saying i'm player or slut , come on who you think you are to judge me . Yes i can tell you i may not be the perfect person but i know i am not a good person as well. I made alot of mistakes so do you . Before you wan to judge me how about you go look yourself in the mirror first and question yourself . Well the thing is some of you maybe the by stander , a person who flipping pass to any random blog during your free tie and end up saw this . Yea i blog about my feelings , yea i blog about my life , So what ? There are nice people who doesn't complain but some simply doesn't know how to mind thier freaking bussiness. Alright change topic , my bestfriend especially ask me why are you single ? Why is that a problem being one ? =_=" Why do i like girls then guys? So what i'm Bi sexual deal with it, suck it up alright.
Well i'm still young i wan to enjoy life , no time to think about love, no time to built relationship , no time to waste time . Previously i like to say i can date around but i'm not looking that sort of serious relationship because it won't last and i don't want too . I still want to achieve my goals in life my dreams , and have a good carrer. Being single is really not a bad thing . Life, partying , work and sleep. All i know i have me myself and i to love , other then my uncle , dad and friends. Everythng is gonna be fine i know it would . People may ask me would you want to get married and have children oen day well i ever dream of it but i though it tru maturely No , i don't want to cause i rather spend all the small things and enjoy life travelling the world and find happiness in spending my time with family and friends . For that special someone is not that important , they may come and go . Only this particular special person who won't go anywhere from us GOD . :)

One in a million - Ne yo

It's so true when you get into a bad relationship you intend to put your guard up each time you felt something is wrong . Time is all i have and i guess wasting it may not be the best thing to do but rather do something about it. Have few days before my audition at NAFA. I don't need to think of having relationship but the truth is i had fun out of it but not into it. Most important thing that really concerned me about my education and carrer . No time to fall in love and waste time and money . Love can seriously wait and press on hold . There's a reason why dating is the best and being single rocks big time :) My friend Azahri been nice to help me out on my audiion script . Still in the process of recovering soar throat , it's much better. Gotta go back on studies , will talk to ya soon !

Valebtine day was the best , when out with chistine bought me a boquet of flowers and big big korikuma bear :)) ate at arab street that she booked a restaraunt at and when to eski bar for the some drinks then the next day after work meet up with simon had chat and exchange gift :))) so sweet of him he bought me my fav idol cd ENrique iglesias i know i can buy it myself but didn't expect he could remember my fav idol :))will put up the pics soon .. Gotten sick though for the conservative 3 days , need to get some rest now ..ciao ciao

Sometimes i find guys dam irritating , why is it so? let me tell you . This guy, Ridwan remember i had a movie date with him well i didn't meet him so he got all over paranoid and keep bugging to see me . Hello i have life too with my other friends too, So i said to him ok how abou i meet you for movie then i'm off to meet my friends and he was like but i want to get to know u . And i was like tell him ya ok next time then cause there's still time to get to know each other. He didn't get that point or his simply stupid so i decided to party with my friends and gotten hangover dam tired he call and text me to meet up today sun OMG?! come on i want rest ok then i said i can't go out and he said ok how about at evening karaoke with his friends i don't his friend and he doing everything so fast . Alrite i go then but his so a friend type not a bf material type sorry .
Gotta take some nappy time then off out again when would i get a effing rest fuckkk i still need ingredients to back brownies or make valetines chocolate!!!

The movie we watched suck big time "triagle " so budget movie and stupid . Apart from the movie forthe rest of the evening it turn out etter then i ever expected. Christine was super romantic even better then a man can be . She brings me to a bar called Eski and had chats and drank alot . The place felt like North pole it's something different and unique..
Then on our second date i went to her house and she cooked dinner for and we drank a white wine while watching interesting south africa movie then off to Boat Quay to get some drinks then when clubbing and came back 7 am. I did enjoyed myself with her , we are official but the date turn out dam awsome and i felt comfortable when i'm around her. She made me feel love back again. Valentine is coming dunnoe what is in store for me
e and her gonna have study dates cause i had to recite and prepared audition for NAFA so i have to worked hard for it.
Alright i gotta prepared for a date with wan for a movie then off partying with Fai at night .
Have a great weekend guys :)

Well in the morning around 11 am called Christine had wonderful morning chat and laughter . Then took shower , surfing facebk , youtube and eating at the same time . Well meeting christine later at 3 pm somerset to catch a movie ,it's a date so i still drying my hair , curl/straighten it and make up . Since Valentine is nearing i somehow need to learn to bake brownies :D without peanuts cause she's allegic to it. I guess valentine i won't be that lonely after all .. still awaits for sat date with Rid a movie and eating at Seoul garden woooootttt. Gotta prepared now wish me luck guys :D

The weather is being a bitch today by that means freakishly hot hot hot! Note to self please remember to drink plenty of water . Anyways today i've been pampering myself with alot of good food , went out shopping and have a date with myself :)
Sometimes the best things in life is spending time with urself and loving urself that much.200 bucks when bb with the beauty products and buying heels and of course food. Later in the evening going out to see Simon then trm meeting beautiful christine for a movie date. Alright i better get ait of rest then i've gottat prepared meet him .
Take Care..

6 more days to Valentine's day ! :)))
Anyways Happy belated 2 months eshgh !

Now to describe myself as a lost sheep , I'm becoming indecisive in everything .
Evryting seems to be all over the place... Goodness been bad to worse holy...!#!@$@#@$ , i totally lost myself big time i guess now taking a break from what i should done for a long time. Certain things i need to change starting with sticking to one than the rest.

Ranting abt Negative side of CNY

I'm really dead tired after the late partying at Double O , it was a fun night out and caught another fish i guess beautiful christine . Would blog about her some other day, anyways i'm starting to hate chinese new year in the certain extend that people don't know how to behave themselves at all it became a public nuisance. Just yst when we were chilling after a night fun partying a group of typical chinese finish celebrating thier fucked up CNY was arguing and swearing among each other . WTF? hello attetion seeker much , the other thing if u can't handle alcohol don't fucking drink at all because you're behaviour after drinking being like mad dog barking here and there is seriously unecessary and unflaterring at all. Just make u like a bloody fool. Lastly, why for the holy mother of baby jesus the bank has to like freeze the py check in the acc . Yes yes i do respect is CNY and u have your own fucking life but we also have our mother fucking life too alright . Wtf is the problem can't u just let things proceed because of the "excuse" of CNY we can't even have our money in hand to shop . They want us to understand thier situation but they themself being abit too selfish , geez..
Alright i gotta need to get back to bed and have long snooze , came back at 7 am woke up at 11 am gosh 4 hrs sleep ain't enuff not so beauty sleep at all.
Peace out!

Happpy Chinnnnnneseeeee Newwwwww Yearrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! :)
Tis few days would be busy i guess still thinking of which party i should go to and collectng han bao :DDD lols i guess everything is sailllliiiiiing well this yr .. arite gotta finish some drawins ciao

Anyways is early for me to say it but Happy Chinese New Years Guys ! :) Huat ar!
Dammit this sat is busy busy need celebrate two bdae arite i guess i need to multi tak myself and give time to both of the birthday Boys hahaha Holla !