Dead and Gone -T.I feat Justine Timbelake

I't a beautiful song it really relate to me now..
State of unbearable pain cause by love..

Ain't the same..why?

Upon The Name Of Love

"I'm a Young Lady with love in my heart,
It's has been built up by you and my love ones in my life,
Why is it too late?,
That love is easily to be munipulate,
However between you and I our love is lacking,
Why is easy for others out there denied thier love or just put it aside,
But both of us been together with less sense of love ,
UPon the name of love , my heart won't be apart in two untill the day i die,
The love is only for you,
Upon the name of love , I'll sacrify myself to walk a suffering path as long you're here with me,
And i swear upon Love".
At times i wonder who doesn't longed for someone to love and maybe the right person os infront of us in disguise. I asked myself why i'm alone now , if there's a soulmate for everyone. As i know that you were my soulmate at the very beginning but i find that most of the relationship seem transitory but not a permanent one at all.
Sometime you'll find a way to ask me a ridiculous question when you from the very start knew it clearly that i had always love you. i won't stop you or beg you to stay.$ If you determine to leave me , i won't stand in your way because i know in my heart you're always the one that i truly love. I do feel the pain and hurt and i wonder sometime the first time we met i never felt something that's so strong between us. It's like i'm drown into you , You were not only my love but my bestfriend . The one that could be there for me but i know things can get out of hand and i asked myself " why do i sacrify for you?" It was a blur to me because i never give myself to others like i did to you. However when the love dies out from your side you were blinded by something else , i hold on for the last time but you broke my heart and i can't feel anything and the truth hurts so much.Lately we argue for stupid things , You were never wrong and i never rigth, you want your way and i can't stand it so i decided not get in your way and do it my way instead. Let's think this tru again and take a different de-tour , as much as i tried to why can't i leave you alone, i've think tru and i don't when i can ever let you go. I'm tired of the fight, tired of lonely dark endless night. It seems like the truth is you're worst and i'm weak, everytime my heart give in and hope that you would change but i can't change the fact that it would always be that way. Mistakes that we both made can't be change , what's done it's done no point of looking back. When would you stop bringing up the past and stop blaming me , i've forgiven and forgetten it what more you want ? Nothing left to give , nothing more to say , What's left it's to wait, wait for time to heal each wound , Wait for you to start realising that we have nothing to lose but to believe in each other .

I won't be here to accpet you,
I won't be here staying with you cause i want too,
Not because i have too but i love you .

May god bless