today i get to watch "PRINCE OF PERSIA" !!! Awsome movie after a long week of hardwork i get wonderful pay day and enjoy my off day today and toorrow tues.. need some rest and prepared things before wednesday . Erm... working with jason :) and jet hahas... I have the official keys to open shop wish me luck wednesday busy day with tenant coming to pick their stuff than next week need to belanja mamu eat than go watch karate kid with mamu , also go kbox and eat swesen with em.. than also treat sk , sh for meal or something oh yea treat god mummy lucy too ^-^ so busy busy.. i really thank god for giving me the streght and courage to face obsticle and leading me tru each day with his blessing . Yes there are times i felt tired and sick but i stepped up think about others and tell myself to not be lazy and push myself . Thank you god and thanks to people who supportted me and pray for me .. with love sul ^-^ next few month i'lll work extra hard and do well .. =D cha cha neh!!!

"S"... Sauhel?
"L"... Louie?
"F"... Fairoz?
"N"... Nicholas lim layang?
Hahas...?

Is the babies so CUTE!!!

Learning point in life.

I'm starting to learn and understand people who i worked with and in experiences wise in life and love i salute them . I was reffering to my bosses Kevin(except for him not sure yet) , Nic and Jason . Well nic and jason surprise me  with  thier story line in life from there it somehow help me to move on and be happy. Especailly nic he told me in life there's love  but we have to choose someone who makes you happy than suffer for the rest of the life. I have to make my stand and find someone who can love and also makes me happy . At times the past hunt me but when i looked back it became a learning point in life. Atleast i never live a life with regrets of hurting anyone and i can move forward without any hestitation . Previous relationship that i kept so deep in my heart hurt me but that's life , it doesn't mean if you meet that someone even if he loves you but he makes you suffer and took your love for granted it's not worth it at all. Yes love is there but understanding is important , give and take and especially taking responsibility for own action it's majorly important. People judge us with the things we do because the things we do is wrong . We have to accept it and learn , running away is a cowardly actions that only cause you lost and not accepting your wrong doings is all excusses and clinging on to the past that causes you pain and more pain because of the doings of someone who lied , betrayed and irresponsible is bullshit thats was all said by nic one of the boss. He was right , it makes sense . It's pointless to love someone who only care about himself and runway and do the same mistakes over and over again and learn nothing . You would always remember the person you loved because they became the part of your life , the one who made you laugh , cried , hurt and even loved you so much . I have no regrets and i know if in future i'll make a great mom , i didn't live a life hurting anyone but i did my best to love and give my care and heart out. So i'll find my happiness from people who love and care for me because i would not keep any hate or grudges towards anyone or people who been with me because goods things do come to good people and i'll know i would find someone who can give me happiness that i deserve for  19 years of my life . It may take months or even 2years plus a of hurt  but i would be fine with happiness that would last me for me for the rest of my life.I'll keep on learning and feel pain and even fall but it's worth it . I would always remember the past and smile about it because i was not the one hurt anyone so i won't live a life with guilt till the day i die . One day would come and happiness would feel my world :D i'll wait and make a better out of myself.

Last Song Movie

LAST SONG was a breath taking  movie ;) i couldn't stop crying my heart out watching  the movie so meaningful and touchyWell not bad miley bf whose actored with her was hot .. hahas anyways i had an awsome day , atleast i enjoy a beautiful movie..Gotta packed some stuff for trm  , do manicure, upload music to cd for work place and  sleep cuz gonna work early trm ..Dun wan be late .. cuz with boss nic hopefully his not late lols.. ciao ciao

well today i chillax decided to watch movie trm , i'm too darn tired to go out after long working hours . Body to exhausted.. Anyways i was looking some vid in Ytube and found an intersting song by pink , i couldn't help myself to giggling as i read and listen to the lyric . It's quite true sometimes we need a break from the person we care . :D well gonna relax and do some snoozing ADIOS!!

One day without fail we'll laugh of course i was the laughing gas polluting the place .. phrase that my Supervisor Jes love to used "ARe you Crazy?!" hahas than laugh laugh laugh.. morning ate breakfast with her than she had to do alot of "S" work so somehow i had handle sales . i'm really blessed that the god help me in the way to earn myself 800 plus for sale awsome right.. =D hard work do pay off.. Yay !!! off day for two days but poor thing jes i'm not there cause i'm her assistant ( a reliable one of course) ^-^ erm what else nicholas my boss being childish again , desmond was talking to me on the phone of course nic and des was at OC there and i can hear his voice at the background asking me to say "Afternoon Cactus"
Goodnesss!!! It all started with nic calling me i didn't see the time and said wrongly:

Phone rang..

Me: "Good morning Cactus, Whose"s speaking?"
Nic: Oi! It's afternoon la ..
Me: Sorry de didn't see timing
Nic:Say afternoon say afternoon lols
than so on so for..
Another phone called while i serve customer..
Phone rang..
Me:"Good afternoon Cactus"
Des: Sul did you recieve from HQ?
ME : Yea i did..
Nicholas at the background irritate des say afternoon say afternoon ..
lols weird right but overall all nice people , alot of fun and weird but funny people..
well gotta rest alot to do even off still need clean than meet emy and all .. Nights

:) anyways today the whole week working tired leg worn out .. My boss nicholas was nice treat ice cream for hard work .. erm well cuz i'm working and i usually would take breaks for my lunch or either dinner i'll see this guy whose shop name LONDON LONDON, dunnoe why but i'm getting discount there haha just keep smilling at me when he sees me ^-^ lols cute guy .. Tomorrow eating breakfast with jes than do paper work thingy and wohoo finally tues and wed i'm off going watch movie with my darling em , the last song from miley cyrus.. =D lols Nights world world :)

I thought about me and i wanted to buy it .. i deserve some credit for myself ..
Tired is tired but i enjoyed myself everyone being nice and patience to teach me ,
everything been great of course life part but love life not sure .. friends helping me find bf or gf lols .. how silly they are .. yea feeling lonesome and meed some attention i guess =) Anyways i'll just wait for my prince charming appear.. and swept me off my feet .. uh~! cheesy much .. yea i finish readin my book .. now gotta rest got work trm .. it helps me to kill time but not my mind to distracted about things so it takes time for me to breath and search myself to opportunities, i have nothing to lose =)

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Later ..Gonna visit  fai fai after he had an operation and hospitalized on monday...Off course i got to visit him because i was busy working  and today wednesday my off day.1 min .. i feel hungry erm.. what should i eat ..Another min later..Later i deide de.. dots maybe should meet up pals argh!!! i wan sleep so tired but seem to be woken up  by aunty  to iron mua clothes lols..Now..Decided to go sms Baobei sk  than maybe later shower and rest  than go see Fai fai..Laterzzz.. =D

I thank god that i woke up realistic than day dream ab out unrealistic things . :) like i said people know how say but they always end up running away or cover u thier pain. Anyways things gonna change love is everywhere like he told me find a someone who can take care of me , sure i take that risk . Enjoy life and careless abt what people think. only i know the truth , easily to be read like a book.
Well today i made great sales .. my sale 700 plus dollars wohooo ;D thanks god hopefully the end the month get alot commission xD
1 hour ago ...
Finish work meet up with desmond and jas they all company them than went back home..
Later on ...
Could see my fren Rasul working today i guess he not working ( anyways he was my one of my pri school mate recently met after 8 years ^-^)
Than...
tired but still awake gotta meet fai fai and frens his place ..
Now need to sleep before get panda eyes ...

Almost forgot ...
Watched "back up plan "
funny but about commitment and love for a baby.. Some people have no responsibily quite sad i notice but it's okay people like this won't live a happy life.
IF YOU READING THIS NOTE TO SELF , ONE HAS TO KNOW TO TAKE RESPONSIBILY FOR IT'S ACTIONS , SHOULD THROW WORDS AND BE IRRESPONSIBLE BUGGER.
Soon...
Would start dating , boys i'm single lols hahas atleast my fren confess i guess my turn to be out there. A prince for me is there , i never stop believing in love :D i know my beloved baby know the truth . i finally see that i'm not irresponsible mother and in future i would be a wonderfully mom . i saw that.. i don't mind being lied , being hurt or even torn down because i'm being truth to myself , noone can be me , being taken for granted it's ok because it's not my lost is yours seriously i thought abt it and tell myself i can do great things because i'm capable of and i thank all this to god . Atleast i made a different to my life and made promise to my baby i live my life and not living in a lie =D i couldn't careless because ihave the love support and help i needed to walk ahead .

Another day another race :)

Happy Mother's day to all mothers :)
Few hours ago..
When to my god mummy lucy hse and gave her mother's day present hahas a braclet watch i bought my work place
very fancy and nice.
Later after that...
When to mother mary shrine praying and give out roses for her :) sad noone give me mother's day gifts T_T
Anyways working tomorrow, I'm really happy because the place was pack and i sold few cmeras watches , weighing machine
and etc.. All that would add up to my commission and i had alot of fun interacting with the customer.
Working at Cactus make me happy :)
I found out somthing ...
JAson (marketing manager)
Nice guy remind me of josh characteristic... lol girlish and friendly talk too hahas..
Kevin(operation Manager)
Nice guy too, at times hard to communicate because is hard to start a topic to talk about , hahas he remind
me of Nicholas's dad.. lols..
Nicholas( bussiness Manager)
Funny and corky but at times tell lame joke and kiddies sadly could think of anyone like him simply crazy there..
So on so far
JEs my supervisor close to me and everything work out , i got to thank god for guiding me tru my life .
12:58...
Nuuu!!! i gotta bath , wash make up off and early sleep orelse late .. tata nights :}

1:31am..
Today it was a fun day at work of course and didn't know it was kevin( boss) bdae hahas ... Uncle dam old ^-^ Anyways I'm full timer and i pass the test Hurray !!!
Wow tomorrow i start work at 11 am and i just came back frm the bdae party at east coast .. so tiring need sleep need wake up early eat breakfast at KFC first than slowly to my work place .
Meet jes stock up things than mop than do alot things .. Oh yeah sat busy day alot of customer .
Weirdly today FOreigner Group from DUBAI came to our shop to buy few watches hahas i was serving them so funny... causeat the same tme i felt goosebump with the eyes looking me and asking me they want this watch and that ..
Overall tiring but fun , Sian didn't have time to read up my book .. T-T..
6 mins later...
Gosh need shower now , quite late and feeling ithcy .. Well nights .. <3

Other than my air con being stubborn towards me , i'm literally persipiring like raining cats and dogs .. Anyways i usually don 't like reading long winded , thick books that has no end to it's story line but i started reading a particular intereting book i found in the library (OMG i went to the library) and found something that i could relate to. I read about few pages maybe 1/3 of it now continuesly reading. Title "Luuurve is a many trousered thing..."
Yea the title may sound weird and crapy but hey at least it's funny and enjoyable to read for me i guess :D Tomorrow having a test of remebering what i learn during the past 2 weeks of trail for work .. hohoho i'm working as full timer after trm , So excited ^-^ awaits for my wonderful pay day hahahas.. I'm totally blessed that god given me a great bosses and people to work with .. like my bussiness Manager "nicholas" said if i don't give up on myself he won't give up teaching me . His a very nice boss although he loves joke around some are lame but fun to talk and easy understand. In his 20's if i'm not wrong he has a hidden kiddieness in him as for kevin i find him clueless in the ways it's hard to communicate with him because no subject to talk about and for Jason i haven work with him but i heard his olders among the three of them . They went same school open up bussiness so called FRIENDSHIP i guess hahahas but rating they are wonderful people .. well gotta read abit than fixed the bloody aircon and sleep .. Trm got work... Nights ^o^

A wonderful inspire song by "leona lewis - I got you".
Apart frm the lyrics state" Go ahead and say goodbye,I'll be alright , Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright. When you need a place to run , For better or worse i got you." The song is about sacrifices for love it's meaning ful i guess ^-^ Been very busy with work alot of memorizing stocks and stuff bosses being nice to me and teaching me properly done . Happy belated birthday to Emily , yea i guess it starting to heal the wound .. god bless

I guess everyone is having a hard time in life and it seems to drag us to a black hole. Hold on guys this journey is long and tough, we can make it and believe. Don't stop beliving and don't worry if you are fated we will see each other . sometimes the past would hunt you but you gotta be strong.It's okay to be afraid and get hurt from there we'll be strong , This song is simply breath taking :D Try listening to" Leona lewis - stop crying your heart out".

God bless <3