Learning point in life.

I'm starting to learn and understand people who i worked with and in experiences wise in life and love i salute them . I was reffering to my bosses Kevin(except for him not sure yet) , Nic and Jason . Well nic and jason surprise me  with  thier story line in life from there it somehow help me to move on and be happy. Especailly nic he told me in life there's love  but we have to choose someone who makes you happy than suffer for the rest of the life. I have to make my stand and find someone who can love and also makes me happy . At times the past hunt me but when i looked back it became a learning point in life. Atleast i never live a life with regrets of hurting anyone and i can move forward without any hestitation . Previous relationship that i kept so deep in my heart hurt me but that's life , it doesn't mean if you meet that someone even if he loves you but he makes you suffer and took your love for granted it's not worth it at all. Yes love is there but understanding is important , give and take and especially taking responsibility for own action it's majorly important. People judge us with the things we do because the things we do is wrong . We have to accept it and learn , running away is a cowardly actions that only cause you lost and not accepting your wrong doings is all excusses and clinging on to the past that causes you pain and more pain because of the doings of someone who lied , betrayed and irresponsible is bullshit thats was all said by nic one of the boss. He was right , it makes sense . It's pointless to love someone who only care about himself and runway and do the same mistakes over and over again and learn nothing . You would always remember the person you loved because they became the part of your life , the one who made you laugh , cried , hurt and even loved you so much . I have no regrets and i know if in future i'll make a great mom , i didn't live a life hurting anyone but i did my best to love and give my care and heart out. So i'll find my happiness from people who love and care for me because i would not keep any hate or grudges towards anyone or people who been with me because goods things do come to good people and i'll know i would find someone who can give me happiness that i deserve for  19 years of my life . It may take months or even 2years plus a of hurt  but i would be fine with happiness that would last me for me for the rest of my life.I'll keep on learning and feel pain and even fall but it's worth it . I would always remember the past and smile about it because i was not the one hurt anyone so i won't live a life with guilt till the day i die . One day would come and happiness would feel my world :D i'll wait and make a better out of myself.