I hate reality

I wanT to get over it and done .. Get me out of here from this nightmare

Chaing chaing!

I'm going for job interview today :) wish me luck ! So baby is companying me
After I'm done we will head off to paya lebar to collect her ezlink card then she off to senkang and
I will go back home instead .. Hopefully get a job fast :) need $$$$ loads of it .. Hmm
Today TOTO hopefully strike some hundreds of cash huat ar !!! Ciao ciao

Superbly stress out

Why would i be upset , i lost everything and i gave up everything . My parents , my social life , freedom just to be with you thinking that i have a promising future and get a better job . I guess i have nothing left ? you dont see that you still young , staying with your parents still love , give you food a place to stay and comfort . Me , where do i go ? staying at your place , jobless and feeling useless . I want to run away far because i'm upset with myself , my family who ruin my life . Sometimes death is not bad solution but its still troublesome :( FML

its feb , i should find work right ? well done my resume only left is a passport size photo of myself .. hmmm .. dont want rot at home even thought i've been busy lazing around at home for 1 month :) just a short rest for me and on for job hunting . What else can i say about my love life its normal to have ups and downs somehow i saw the true colors of my partner , love her loads sometimes i would like to strangle her . Valentine is coming , fai bdae and ORD is during feb god im supposed to be excited right :) hopefully things would work out for the better. Im desperate now , money is important since i've been surviving on my own without my parents help .. headache what to do i need to find job ASAP.