Superbly stress out

Why would i be upset , i lost everything and i gave up everything . My parents , my social life , freedom just to be with you thinking that i have a promising future and get a better job . I guess i have nothing left ? you dont see that you still young , staying with your parents still love , give you food a place to stay and comfort . Me , where do i go ? staying at your place , jobless and feeling useless . I want to run away far because i'm upset with myself , my family who ruin my life . Sometimes death is not bad solution but its still troublesome :( FML