I thank god that i woke up realistic than day dream ab out unrealistic things . :) like i said people know how say but they always end up running away or cover u thier pain. Anyways things gonna change love is everywhere like he told me find a someone who can take care of me , sure i take that risk . Enjoy life and careless abt what people think. only i know the truth , easily to be read like a book.
Well today i made great sales .. my sale 700 plus dollars wohooo ;D thanks god hopefully the end the month get alot commission xD
1 hour ago ...
Finish work meet up with desmond and jas they all company them than went back home..
Later on ...
Could see my fren Rasul working today i guess he not working ( anyways he was my one of my pri school mate recently met after 8 years ^-^)
Than...
tired but still awake gotta meet fai fai and frens his place ..
Now need to sleep before get panda eyes ...

Almost forgot ...
Watched "back up plan "
funny but about commitment and love for a baby.. Some people have no responsibily quite sad i notice but it's okay people like this won't live a happy life.
IF YOU READING THIS NOTE TO SELF , ONE HAS TO KNOW TO TAKE RESPONSIBILY FOR IT'S ACTIONS , SHOULD THROW WORDS AND BE IRRESPONSIBLE BUGGER.
Soon...
Would start dating , boys i'm single lols hahas atleast my fren confess i guess my turn to be out there. A prince for me is there , i never stop believing in love :D i know my beloved baby know the truth . i finally see that i'm not irresponsible mother and in future i would be a wonderfully mom . i saw that.. i don't mind being lied , being hurt or even torn down because i'm being truth to myself , noone can be me , being taken for granted it's ok because it's not my lost is yours seriously i thought abt it and tell myself i can do great things because i'm capable of and i thank all this to god . Atleast i made a different to my life and made promise to my baby i live my life and not living in a lie =D i couldn't careless because ihave the love support and help i needed to walk ahead .