I don't do this anymore , i thought about it and i just want to stick with one instead. I'm waiting for result 21 feb audition i need to focus about that, i'm distracted and i don't want to play myself out like that . So it best i play low profile . I guess now i understand the guilt that i'm feeling all i want to do is run but no i decided to face it . Yes there are people gonna pull me down but i don't think that gonna stop me but i want change for the better starting today . :)