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Quote the top part , just felt alot of frustration . There's nothing wrong with my life , my love life , family , friends or myself . Maybe it's just one of those days , mood swings . There's alot of work to be done , decision making especially for tomorrow. Somehow i need to inquiry about school that i'm intending too. Just see how things goes , with every problems there's a solution for it. I guess i need to settle it one by one first . Abit upset cause i will be spending less time with my boyfriend , less partying cause of studies and work .. Just this wed i saw him and spend time together but it wasn't enough .Missssing him alot, must tell myself to be strong shit, I'm going to miss him much more 10xxxxxx!!! when his going back to his hometown :(( march his going for a one month trip back to his country and be back on April . Sigh* when there's work to be done , can't do anything about it but to just suck it up and finish it as soon asap. It's getting late i better get some shut eyes .

Eshgh whenever i misses you all i need to do is hug the soft toy that you gave me for christmas , it may never felt the same as the warmness of hugs , sweet smile and kisses whenever we meet but as long as it's something that has you written on it , given or even a memory it's somehow became a part of u that i can keep for my ownself to remember . <3 u!

Nights all :)


Nights everyone :O!