Thursday, April 15, 2010

16 April 2010 ~

People are still being racist and judgemental. This type of person is the saddess human being i ever met. Just because you are in different race or religion or even different skin colour , we are in 21 century people we are all the same stil children of god. If i'm bad as you say without knowing who i am than look at the mirrror first before you want judge me . Does saying and doing prayers help if your heart is tainted with all this gossiping , you can say all you want , think all you want , i'm not here judge you like you do because only god can judge us . Secondly, i don't like it people leave me hanging and wondering what's wrong with them and saying sorry would explain eveerything ? Come on now , i can't read your mind and you know well i don't like it if you have problems you run away dissapear than come back . What's this ? When are you really gonna learn , ok you want it this way than take it ok. you want be miserable when i'm with you , treating like i'm a block so be it .
Your parents is what you left other than killing yourself with ciggrattes just think of them . You are big enough to know what's right or wrong . You told me once you want suffer ok just do it ok , maybe your mom rights it's not the end of the world yet . Sometime loving you and leaving you hurt equally, you said differently that what you do. I know you well for the past 2 years 4 month dearest, everything is right infront of you but you simply don't bother. Always said i don't understand or look at me like i'm crazy . I'm sorry if i cause you alot troubles and burden . everytime we broke up i never keep that hatered of you but i wish you happiness that all . like they say true love comes once, Chances would run out wether you want make use of it properly or living a lie and lose out to your sickness.

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