


There are times i wonder what would i do with my life..
Would i be staying like this forever or the future ahead for me will be different..
There's alot of things i've regretted and it's hurting someone i care of course..
I didn't mean to hurt them but at times i hurt myself and i have no choice to make a selfish decision.. i ask god why? Why did i have to put up with all those obsticles? but i know every journey i walked through it's a experience and a memories that i could never forget.. All those joy and laughter will be kept here in my heart..
Alot of ridicolous things happening now and it's seems that things just get out of hand..I have to face my fears and i can't run anymore.. I have to face myself and have the courage to believe again.. I have tolerate with studies and my soar throat that been taunting me kept eating anit - biotic but not so sure it make it more worse or btr lols .. Maybe too much stress i guess.. state of pain i guess emotionally and physically, all i could do it's smile outside and die slowly inside... Charge forward till there's nth left of me i guess..ERm Valentine's day coming and Hurray my 1yr 2month anniversary with my lao gong Nic..Gotta save money for Valentine presents on fri, going out sat with My love and still need save money n 19 feb to go out with Fairoz my beloved bestfriend his bDae lols do my hair nice nice.. hahaha and of course if i wil be invited by my new bestfriend muz for his bDae party.. oh ya celebrating belated with my Bestfrend Andi too lols... very busy everyday... no rest but alot of stress .. after school have afternoon lesson either will end late abt 4.30pm ... there's no break but i'm trying my best too keep up.. jyjyme i guess , Well gotta alot of hwks, presentation and Art to do.. Just can't wait for this stress to be over..
There's many ways to love someone,
But there's alot of ways to show them,
It doesn't matter how big is your love,
As long it comes sincerely rom your heart..
May god bless you guys =D