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Chaing chaing!

2012-02-08T23:52:00.000-08:00

I'm going for job interview today :) wish me luck ! So baby is companying me
After I'm done we will head off to paya lebar to collect her ezlink card then she off to senkang and
I will go back home instead .. Hopefully get a job fast :) need $$$$ loads of it .. Hmm
Today TOTO hopefully strike some hundreds of cash huat ar !!! Ciao ciao

Superbly stress out

2012-02-06T03:15:00.000-08:00

Why would i be upset , i lost everything and i gave up everything . My parents , my social life , freedom just to be with you thinking that i have a promising future and get a better job . I guess i have nothing left ? you dont see that you still young , staying with your parents still love , give you food a place to stay and comfort . Me , where do i go ? staying at your place , jobless and feeling useless . I want to run away far because i'm upset with myself , my family who ruin my life . Sometimes death is not bad solution but its still troublesome :( FML

2012-02-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

its feb , i should find work right ? well done my resume only left is a passport size photo of myself .. hmmm .. dont want rot at home even thought i've been busy lazing around at home for 1 month :) just a short rest for me and on for job hunting . What else can i say about my love life its normal to have ups and downs somehow i saw the true colors of my partner , love her loads sometimes i would like to strangle her . Valentine is coming , fai bdae and ORD is during feb god im supposed to be excited right :) hopefully things would work out for the better. Im desperate now , money is important since i've been surviving on my own without my parents help .. headache what to do i need to find job ASAP.

We run the night!

2012-01-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

After celebrating baby's mum bdae , went out the next day for a bestfriend outting with fai fai then later baby join us .. fai was buying gift for his mom birthday this sunday :) , spend time with boobear some place for us time then off back home . Tomorrow me and boobear going to apply job , hopefully everything turn out good . Hwatting !! :) I love my boobear !

2012

2012-01-06T08:20:00.000-08:00

Yes yes is kinda late for me to post any New years shit but yeah after a long days not posting any kind of shit , i finally gotta touch the comp and post something . Lately been working hard , partying , porning with my girl and what else celebrating the new years with my friends and baby .Sebbie went back to Melbourn , some arguement happen between me and baby but all settle . Just finding a job that has good effing pay and flexibility in time (Office hours).. Pray and hope , guess what shit happen but we gotta suck it up and move on pointless sucking up on something ... I guess noone is perfect right ? One point of the time we feel hopeless and lost , gotta keep our head up high and move on . Believing on ownself is important .. Ciao ciao..

Sick days

2011-12-02T04:46:00.000-08:00

So today i am sick , boobear so sweet for feeding me chicken porridge even though she said she wanted to cook for me but in the end of the day mummy the cook for me instead ... so they say dot dot dot dot the thoughts matters HAHA! :)
Just a normal comman flu, somehow my baby has fingers issues she get paranoid went my fingers start playing the " move like jagger anthem " Phys co but i love her !! ok la tomorrow busy day luckily tomorrow im off so i can go collect my checked , see this fucking starhub bill thingy and off to see fai fai ... ciaoooooo

New change me

2011-11-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

Oh fuck after so long of M.I.A ing from writing , i finally get to retrieved back the blogger . So its been 3 days back to my 21 th birthday :D as usual it was blast sat party then sun bbq thanks to all my slutsarmy and my girlfriend love ya loads oh yea my bestfriends too reffering to si hui and fai fai of course . Yes things would probably change now its time to grow up and throw the past behind and look ahead to new brighter future ... Balaimos people wohooo :D!!!

Love is a Suicide

2011-10-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

What can i say , things start to change a little .. it felt like little salt fallen on the wound , so painful .. All i can do is wait and see if it's getting better or worse .. My head playing with me or it meant to to hurt this much , shut up brain shut up .. all i can do is hope for the best !

Overprotected

2011-09-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

I don't know what i should feel , it seems it's been hard and difficult for me to show my love to anyone . How and how i would be the cause of their shame , how and how i'm the reason to be blame . Certain things are meant to be kept hidden , when would i find freedom to love without people judging me , saying things that really does not concern them . I hate it , i hate this feeling being said about my past , getting scolded and being blame for causing embrassment to the family . So many times i though of just killing myself so that i won't be a bother to them cause they making me feel guilty and regret living in this fuck up world. Would i truly find happiness or would be stuck here as their baby girl , sometimes it's not fair . I guess i could never find peace in my life , i would just be unhappy, stuck and lock up . God , why are you playing with my feelings? I don't know what i should do , and i feel that crying about it is pointless . I'm trying my best to keep the balance with my life , my love and my family . But how and how i'm just hurting them , how i wish i could just dissapear so that they don't need to worried and make me feel like a big FUCKING embarassment to them . :-( I'm sorry for being the greatest dissapointment you ever had !

2011-09-15T22:07:00.000-07:00

Phucket Trip still far far away but ca save alot money to relax and shopping most of all spending my time with my baby . After getting paid i'm gonna get i phone 4 with baby , do me hair, and buying couple ring :D .. little things we could do .. I hope my baby would get well soon Ciao !

Sudden heartache!

2011-09-11T20:26:00.000-07:00

After so many years i recovered from the unbearable pain , it struck back after last night incident . I guess my heart was never heal in the first place , it was cover up by the numbnest i felt and the wound that was inflected on me seems so fresh . My heart just sank with a sudden change knowing i'm getting overly close to her , it hurts went i think about it . I guess the shield that i used to put up was down and in return i took that risk to feel the first blow. Mentally and physically the pain was there , gave me a shock of my life . I know for sure it won't hurt this much if i didn't meant it but i did , i'm emotionally and deeply in love with her . Yes so many times she told me that Q was her past but i do feel that sense of insecurity with myself . I have to understand that sometimes we miss the person but why do i feel out of place ? Am i suppose to be in this picture ? I'm being selfish and i hate it . I'm sorry i'm truly am , i wanted just to run away and hide myself . I'm scared of getting hurt , it hurts too much to be hurt once again .. putting all aside my pain , all i see is her and i know that there's where i wanna stay right by her side . I would not know what would happen next if i get second blow i think i would literally fall flat with a heart attack. Hais...

Chup chup

2011-09-08T11:18:00.000-07:00

isn't t cute like a cute family potrait me , baby boo and the kids :D It was baby's brother in law open house , nice food and it was fun especially miggling around with the kids and somehow being like my the family . just little things i do for my love .. love you loads my baby boooo <3

2011-09-03T12:25:00.000-07:00

I'm just feeling numb went i think that the past is catching up with me , nomatter how hard i try to walk forward i would end up being pull back an inch and had to flick it away. Wait , shouldn't i be blessed i have a wonderful gf who cares and love me, my family doing fine , getting back my job next week , totally problemless..But why do i feel like something missing . Am i feeling this way because the past had broken and torn me so badly that i became so empty , is it possible? Had to blame noone but myself ...
It hurts to know sometimes unintentionally i'll hurt her with words , furthermore i know that i'm being difficult towards her most of the time because i'm an insecure bith or it has to do with my past experience . It isn't fair for me to torment her with what that become of me ,i feel more like a monster. It hurts me alot cause i tried asking her to leave me because i though it would be the best solution i could think off. In that way she won't be hurt and she could find somebody much more deserving than myself . Each time i felt like giving up on myself , she would just pull me back to her arms and kiss away the pain , would simply forget what i planned of . Being with her makes me happy ,go to learn new things about each other and adapting new environment especially mingling with her families . I do love her dearly,i just want this torture to stops . At times went the least expected incident happen especially when the topic of Q appear with her family accidently sayig it , i could see her expression and not sure whether it realy hurt her or myself . Each time this happen i always felt like i'm in the way of things , either i felt like a replacement or start to compare myself with her .What if she would come back what would happen next ? She has a kid of her own but i would always remember that my girlfriend love kids , it won't matter that much right? Why not she be with her back and love the kid as her own seen alot of this thing happen always . When that happen i would sincerely give way and wish her allthe happiness ahead , for the happiness odf the person i love i think that's the best i could do for her . It's been playing in my head over and over again .. I tried telling myself its in the past and i'm in the present with her now that matters but how about the future ahead ? Is enough of me getting broken promises that not kept , enough of fearing of being alone ,and enough of me feeling of heartaches . I wonder when would i truly find the peace and happiness for once in my 20 years life? Only god knows..

2011-09-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

When love appear it seems so beautiful and blessing but behind the beautiful picture lies the torns. I kept telling myself is alright is ok everything would be fine be patience and endure but the more i tried the harder it gets, the more i suffocates and the more deeper i fall in a black hole ... What will become of me , if i'm noone now?

Happy Bdae to my Baby Boo!!

2011-08-28T04:07:00.000-07:00

I love you baby boo if you're reading this all i want you know that my love for you is sincere and i hope we walk far ahead together hand in hand . Being with you is a blessing for me , you made me believe that there's still hope for love . My heart belong to u now take care of it . Thanks for being by my side tru tears and laughter , side by side me laugh and cry together . I'm very grateful to have found u and be with you . Happy 1 month annivesary too Love you loads Muacks!

Confusion

2011-08-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

I feel more stupid knowing that everything is not fine but it's becoming difficult again . Why does this happen to me ? i finally found someone who cares for me and love me but bad things would happen especially facing hard obsticles. I'm in love with a girl yes a girl whose named Nas and i really love her dearly but i just don't get it where's the freedom of love to love someone regardless of their gender . So what if we both women and we deeply in love each other ?, society said is wrong Religion against it to love someone with the same gender?? Why do the problems would be pointed to me ? Somehow whatever i do , said or be the person i am is wrong . I wonder when would i finally find peace to search for my own happiness , slowly i've been drag deeper to a black hole and time to time i felt so useless cause of the blame that i've been getting . Wow it seems like with me here living and breathing do revolved with others that i became the middle person who gets blame and scolded . Dying is the simple solution i could think off at the pont of time because if i'm not around there's nomore people to feel hurt , nomore trouble and burden would be given to anyone :( i did tried my best to keep moving forward but it seems like my soul been eaten up slowly by the darkness . Nowhere for me to run or hide but only to be devour slowly inside by my inner demon . The thoughts of suicide ever appear time to time but after meeting Nas things seems different , some changes did happen atleast the old me used to be dead long time ago came back bit by bit . Negative thoughts do appear and disturbs me but Nas tried her very best to help by being by my side . Even thought it maybe a small things she did it's well appreciated and i love her . Yes for once i can say i really love a person so deep . I guess saying it then feeling the love is different, i can't simply describe the feeling . All i know that when i'm with her i feel the love and i was happy . I didn't need to fake myself to be happy and sharing the saddess moments the tears and laughter made me reliased that there's still hope for me to believe that love still exist . She told me she won't give up on me and i myself in return would not give up on her too but is it selfish of me to drag her along with the sadness i felt , i guess not ! :( what should do?

2011-08-24T00:12:00.000-07:00

I feel kinda sad and stupid at the same time , all i need just you to spend the time doing stupid stuff with me . But still i just do my thing while you insist on continuing to sleep . Really upset me alot :(

2011-07-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

Something doesn't feel right , it's bugging me for the whole day after last night partying. Even if i have you but it ain't enough , still felt something missing . I'm in love with you but i'm scare and i'm inlove with someone else too . I can't decide because it's getting too confusing for me . Is it right?

Yougart ADDICTION

2011-07-21T18:44:00.001-07:00

Shit i'm gonnna looossssssseeeee my mind i'm addicted to frozen yougart almost everyday i must have one taste of it AHHHHHHHH! My new fav dessert ^-^V

Boredness at work hits :)

2011-07-19T00:19:00.000-07:00

Things would get better , somehow somewhere i would believe in love again :)

Dinner ,Club and more club..

2011-07-18T08:56:00.001-07:00

Hmm so i enjoyed with my family for a seafood and satay dinner then we went alititude for drinks and chat , later on to hindi pub . Altitude was at the roof top 63 floor and mamu was having height phobia hhahahas but itwas chillaxing . I was dead drop tired cause not enough sleep but my throat and flu recovering :) sometimes changes is good thing !

Bonvoyage Sebbie

2011-07-15T14:27:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna miss sebbie alot , we party on fri , drinks hahas dancing like slut and enjoying ourselves for his farewell paty to Melbourn. His going to study there and will return back another next 3 years but time to time he would come back sg to visit us during his school holidays or we visit him there :D Can't deny i willl missss him so much . We create a 5 groupies of me , sebbie , zac , travis and fai fai called the sluterious XD so funny but it wouldn't be slutirious if sebbei ain't around but i hope he has a safe journey and would do well there . Now is 5:30 am gotta meet him at the airport at 7 am then his going off at 9am . xoxo sebbie

2011-07-01T04:13:00.000-07:00

Yup this is what i'm talking about :D!

2011-06-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

"Never make a rush decision for yourself to have a relationship when you feel unsure because the last you want to do is dissapointing and hurt the person you so called love" :D
I've been following this text and print it carefully in my dictionary of love . Is true we don't even what gonna happen next it's better be precaution then be sorry in the end . The point is never rush only fool rush .
1 July 2011 today FRIDAY ... TGIF!!!!

Pinkdot and dinner dates !

2011-06-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

This weekdays and weekend :)

2011-06-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

So i will upload pictures of this of steamboat and Pinkdot event . I really had fun with sebbei and spending times with new friends i guess better to change and know which are your true friends . We ate alot during the steamboat , congrats to sebbei for ORD then for pinkdot 8000 people was there it was awsome you can see everyone wearing pink hahas then off to eat Mahatten fish market mostly everyone date each other for a meal and i was partner with travis ily hahas ok here's the pic ! Trm gotta work wohooo!

Support Pink dot

2011-06-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

It's a campaigne where you support the freedom of love regardless it's interracials or same sex . Today happening around 5 , big event . I'm excited cause sebbei baking cookies yum yum and i'mma gonna enjoy myself there. Planning to doa DYI miley cyrus curls since my have is much longer as usual wohooo alright gotta shower and curls and meet them at clarke quay we gogoogoogogogogogogogo ciao and have a great weekend everyone!

Just say i do , baby

2011-06-17T01:14:00.001-07:00

How sweet if this song was dedicated to someone that special to you , melt the hearts and all you can though is good memories of the person you love . For that moment nothing matters only the speacial one :D

The Virus that we can overcome

2011-06-15T10:53:00.000-07:00

Depression is like a venom that been poison our vein inside us , you can't simply die from it but suffer bit by bit and eat u up. Why i bring up this topic because i met my close girlfriend and she suffering from it without knowing she had it . Mixed emotion and down points she's having , sometimes i felt like all they need is love , care and support but at times they are a stubborn bitch who said words that mean oppisite . Pushing the people that help them because they want to be in that safe zone and just cover themselves with pain then letting it go . It feels like pain is the only drug that keep them alive , it's a kinda sad though seeing this but there's always hope in all this . The truth is it's up to them to stand up more like self will , it's pointless asking them to stand up when they don't want help themselves . They may take baby step but the best antidote is to keep on trying and see the positive side on everything . It never the end of the world if depression hits you , it's more like for you to start fresh and rewired certain things, be someone better and great in life . People may not see it but there's always a reason why god made us individual this way, HE has his plan for us . Seeing how strong our hope and faith is and as human being we should try not to give up even the obsticles it's hard because in the end of those pile of shit u gone through is a goal of life that u would accomplished . Happiness start's with you , we have brain to think and decision is up to us whether we want make a better out of our life or give up. Before u wan to help somebody or be happy , u should start to do that by helping urself and be happy first . Based on my experience .. Ciao

2011-06-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but today i did had fun and yea i got pissed at first but things turn out alright . Sorry to say Envon in that moment when she look at me eye to eye , she's very charming and i'm somehow attracted to her .Beginning to build my inner gay side on liking girl. There's something her that connection . Just gotta see how things go , trm i have a steamboat .

2011-06-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it seems that when you least expected old memories of you and the past pass by you for that moment . Maybe a picture or something that remind you of the past . Those old times you were innocent and now everything drasticly change in an instant and you know that you unable to be that old person again because it's already dead and gone. Today i went out with yvonne had lunch , play arcade , ice cream and end up dying my hair it suppose to be light brown but it turn red goodness! Still have the bbq and steamboat on wed not sure i can go that's the problem dang ! Will see first i guess ..

Sunday fever!

2011-06-11T23:31:00.000-07:00

Today seems to be a chillaxin sunday morning , delicious home cook food , watching back to back sop and resting my feet up and relaxin myself . Feeel like a great life for me hahas . Start from the coming week GYM ,GYM ,GYM , WORK , WORK , CLUB , RELAX .. most probably that's my schedule for this weekdays and weekend :D Have a great weekend ! Ciao!!

2011-06-07T07:56:00.000-07:00

Recently i heard this song on the radio when i visit my friend shop for dinner . Maher zain - for the rest of my life first time i heard it i fallen in love with the song :)I guess some of you knew this song before me but i want to share it though Enjoy and ciao !

Pasta + Karaoke session = Fun :)

2011-06-06T11:05:00.000-07:00

Today was fun had dinner with wifey , si hui and ella at pasta mania NEX then off karaoke . Yea Si hui came back from school around 5 , ella from shopping and wifey too from school end up everyone meet around 6 plus and we came back home around 12 plus to 1 am . It was great though :D!Need sleep ciao

2011-06-04T21:48:00.000-07:00

Wow so this how things happen yst . When to tampines Cpf building then off to punggol plaza eat steak and spaghetti, then off to queenway to shop , next of to center point to robinson , ochard central then somerset 313 . Then rush off to cally's place for steamboat , ate delicious cookies that sebei bake YUMYUM!! then rank at "back stage " then off clubbing. Now waking up next day with a huge headache and hangover ..hmmm i feel sleeeeeeepppppyyy ;D!! Can't wait for trm for shopping and karaoke .Alright ! Ciao.. There's still pink dot vent and another bbq party at nicole's place wohoooo enjoy!

2011-06-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

So it's simple tomorrow gonna settle my school fees for NAFA before hand going to CPF building with daddy to settle with the school issue too :D then dinner going off to ANgel's bdae party then Night gonna club with my co worker friend Ashton and my PLAY buddies :D.. hmmm and next day i'm working dammmmmmnnnn but it's alright i start work at 11 30 am hmm but still about 4 to 5 hours sleeeeepp hmmmmm.. I'm in a happy mood today , apart on getting my pay , get to pay my school fees ,rebond and extension i look different love my new look :D!! My crazy neighbour downstair haing a noise war with us throwing ball and hitting toward ceiling , it's call mental . Can't handle noise stay in jungle hahas :) Gotta get shut eyss needa wake up early ^-^

There's no need to rush when it comes to love or future

2011-06-01T08:49:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but i feel serenity and it's a good thing . No much of problems but i want to be very happy and go towards my dreams . Gonna pay my school fees, have steamboat with sebbie they all , karaoke session with my new friends , i guess things fallen into pieces for me nowdays .I have social life , meeting new people and learn things whether is good or bad . People seems afraid that they die alone or couldn't get married and rush when it comes to love, being single rocks . The only responsibility you need be concern of is yourself .There's no point in rushing only fools rush, we should enjoy life to the fullest and when the right time comes it would just happen . Why rushing to get married well for me my age still young and yea i'm gonna be 21 this yr and i want to achieve goals , dreams , diploma/degree , have alot of money and savings then i would settle down . What's the point on settling down if u can't afford expenses to built up a family of your own , You only gonna make yourself and your future children suffer . I learn that from my parent and uncle is true when we were young nothing matters and we thought love can conquer alot of obsticles but it ain't true at all when we start to grow up we think maturely and know that we need to build a foundation first to have a family or future of your own . As kids / teens we intend to be stubborn to not listen to our parent but we ought to listen to them but as the saying goes we ain't perfect but from our mistakes we learn from it . So always think positive and keep moving forward that's what i believe imma gonna stick to that . Ciao!

We gonna survive , not gonna end yet.

2011-05-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

Is true that everyone will die someday, but dying without any regret seem impossible especially for me . There's still unfinished bussiness i need o settle especially chasing my dreams , getting my diploma and degree, What else? finding my partner in life wheher is a girl or guy, earning alot of money, beig self independant and finally seeing amu and my family happy of course so the world can't end today and i won't believe in some idiot who thinks it's gonna end . As long as there's still hope and faith in god the world would end so fast. Is not that i have selfish needs on my own but veryone want to the hope to see a brighter future ahead. Well awaits till 6pm and see what happen if it's true then i couldn't do anything but to accept it but if not the only person that gonna die is the so called ministry of christian and his followers, and no i'm not cursing them to die bt because of thier behaviour causes dirruption to the public and world . Whatever yo believe in or what religion you are only god knows when is the end would come , all we can do is pray and have faith and don't over doing it !

2011-05-20T00:34:00.000-07:00

Gotten my nafa letter of contract man it's 30 pages long . Gotta decide the module i'm taking and soon gonna start school. Geez i have to majorly do something about my hair =.= 3 more weeks before rebonding and extention .

2011-05-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Vesak day biatches!
Anyways things been quiet ther then i'm less interested in bangbang and his so called feelngs , i just don't get it why can't we have pure friendship other then him getting so into his feelings . I so excited to awaits next month thought . Pay day! Btw the bishop or whatever christian are making a fool out of themselves . No human being or prophet mind my spelligs can predic the end of he world oh yea saying that this SATURDAY is judgement day . Remember you ain't god at all so stop trying to be one . Arite gotta go watch some tv show wohhooooo ciaoooo !

2011-05-16T03:53:00.001-07:00

I'm over you and your drama .

2011-05-14T23:33:00.000-07:00

For the pass two weeks i've been working for 8 days already . Awaits for next week i'll be working for 3 das . I waned to work more cause need to earn hard for GSS shopping sphree . Gambateh me then !! :D wish me luck guys

2011-05-10T22:47:00.000-07:00

The pictures out sebbie bbq party and i like the pictures very much few photos only cuz the rest pt private for a reason hahahs XD

:) the good moments

2011-05-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

I went Play with zac , fairoz , paul and the other guy . So we went drinking at Locker room and guess who i saw FUZZY it's been long sice we met . Miss him alot though , hahas we took one pic together , i really like the photo hahahas .. hope to seehim again Ciao

2011-05-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

Miss my baby alot T.T ..
Anyways been getting flu and fever this past 2 days , process of recovering thought hmmm my baby been busy with work and i myself been busy working too but knowing he would vist me at home i'm happy . Cheeerss!! working hard for the money huat ar!!

Working hard to the max

2011-05-08T00:00:00.000-07:00

Another day at the pushcart working and yea i's been 4 days this week i work just waiting or my schedule for nex week thought . So i miss sebbie quickly come back from melbourne :) remember bring goodies !!! And i tell myself not to club and go out shop anymore this month and till next month instead so this may i work extra extra hard more days working to sae for GSS shopping and outting , clubbing , shisha-ing and of course karaoking . Decided to go party world instead of Kbox is extremely cheaper i guess ... Hmmm i can't wait though i serious need STOP shopping temporary no choice though left few bucks with me to last for whole month , i think i'm gonna need ask mamu help top up soon hais... i needa control!!!

Kesha - Let Me Go (HQ EXCLUSIVE NEW SONG)

2011-05-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

Baby let me go , let my love go.. you are my first love , i have tried but i have to walk without you by my side . If you care about me let me go.

2011-04-30T23:07:00.001-07:00

Ulala~!
I got the picture for mamu bdae surprise cake , so glad he love it . Seeing that smile on his face means the world to me . Sebbie bdae BBQ rocks other then meeting up with the cast musical peeps and his friends , fai fai , zac , travis , paul , cally all he party biatch there . Eating , drinking and enjoying cam whoring wohooo will post the pic soon :) Sebbie look so aorable and hottt! Take arite on your trip to melbourne hun and enjoy a blast bdae buffet there hahahas !

2011-04-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is mamu bdae , then gotta go off to sebie bbq party mannnn! i need rush at two to take the cake i order for mamu then off to buy sebei bdae present and geek glasses gosh busy busy busy day !

2011-04-26T08:57:00.001-07:00

4 more days to my uncle's bde and on the day itself sebbie had bbq for advance bdae too man gonna party and gt drunk this sat :DDD and next week shisha and party too wohooo great life i like :) Single market the best !!

Selfish

2011-04-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

People who are selfish and smart always the great survivor and people who simply give in are the loser. 1) Sometimes is so fustrating when you need help is hard for others to lend a helping hand but when they need help you will be the idiotic one who give in . Yea sure you're not asking alot does it give you the rights to scold me for small reason.2) I cannot denied it that money is really really important , the cost of living for sg unforgiving . Everywhere you go is money , no money stay home even at home need money pay water and electricity goodness this is simply too much for us handle.3) Parents ya they suppose to be there for us when the point time when speak about money everyone only think about themselves and make an issue about it . Getting sick of his shit is it fair u being stingy with me when i'm not with you , if i can't get it from you who else i need to ask for . Still schooling and my work part time for godsake . Shit if i've known that this would happen it's better be stingy. 4) Lastly i though about it i want be stingy and keep the saving for my future i can't take it anymore being broke and yes i know i have money for my school but expenses so tight . If being bad helps me to pay my expenses i'll take that chancea who woudn't for our own future especially my future . Why ou care what others say about what youturn out to be , tell them to thier faggot face and say " what you think this country my father country ar , don't need pay free is it? talk so much only" This type of stereo people need a bitch slap come on everyone has thier own dirty laundry.

An ex's cannot be a friends

2011-04-18T22:24:00.000-07:00

Why? Because we spent the past with each other and it would be weird to even be friends . Especially the oppisite partner super sensitive then better stay away. Good way to start fresh to stop contacting with your ex's and moved forward . We all have to wake up reality one day that our world does not always revolve around our ex's at all make that perfectly clear. Yea they may dominent our past but not the future , only reason the other ex's can't get over it because of guilt . So to play with your head and think that they are superior but they are not . In that moment young and childish you were everything when i saw the real truth you just someone who i share something in the past and not in the future . Thank you nick , if you're reading this i hope you can move forward then living in the past. Bye!

Recently...

2011-04-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. What else i need to say?
Firstly i haven called simon or texted him , so obviously i'm trying to stay apart from him time being . He called awhile ago and ask me how am i.. should i break the news that i don't want to be with him jus let it be and let it fade away naturally.
Second fairoz , i was shock he deleted his facebook acc , he seems to face alot of difficulties ahead him really need to talk to him asap trm. Thirdly what's with old ex's and guys bugging my phone , either calling me late at night and using unknown call ! Stalker much .. Soon i had to change new number because it's becoming a nuisance .Lastly , i have to get myself together i'm getting bad to worse . It's quite sad seeing myself like that , my dear jes jes ask me to wake up and change <3 thanks baobei.
I still keep contact with joshy his going ns soon but police force though , haha he said that when he get a bike i get to ride it at the back seat wohooo can't wait.
There are moment i felt like every hope is gone but i slowly pray to God and that hope came flashing and create a path for me to walk tru . I'm blessed :)

So what happen next?

2011-04-17T04:49:00.000-07:00

I met Russell at city hall then off to Swiotel there , ate at sakake sushi , buy chocolate and share alot of laughter but it was not all that . Then next day ate again at the cafe with white wine and pasta serve. I felt happy for that moment but it was not enough at all cause the happiness seem so unreal and fake . Guess i wanted more then all this sense of real love but afraid of stepping to it again . All this i'm facing just a face in life not permanent but the fun of it. To others it maybe sluttish of me but for me it's a way of me finding what i want thte truth to all this mangernizer hahas!
Guten tag(Good night)
Been learning german in progress ..

Luxuries Life

2011-04-14T21:45:00.001-07:00

Mony really make the world go round and at the point of time it felt like the world is in the palm of your hand. So yesterday as usual working again i met Russel from german ,simply we went on a date yesterday getting know each other and shared some kisses . Well after worked he bought me to a place to drink white wine and then went off to arab street for some shisha section . It was great the atmoshpere and the mint tea was nice . And also things never got better with the shisha the mixed of grape and mint i like :) ... He was nice knowing him though but we gonna meet each other later for dinner , white wine and don't know what the plan next .

Sex Attraction or it's just an addiction

2011-04-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered , how perfect would it be like if you have someone by your side spending their time loving you and live happyly ever after but somehow woke up and got Bitch slap real hard on the face that all this is fake. Yea the world is our stage our life , love life, friendships and family plays apart in this so called stage . Over and over again our life dwell into something good or worse in different crissis we face. Life been great getting more work and more money rolling in now :) is just weird that guy are more likely to be attracted to a pretty face then knowing the person , and right after you sleep with them they end up being just about sex and nothing else . The longer you stayed and more intense the arguement and miscommunications builts up .
So we'll get bored and find new toy to play with an open option. But it happen to me just yesterday when i was working at Oc and a guy came up to me somehow a married guy who have kids around 9 years old flirting with me and want pay me for sex , goodness what the world had gone too . I guess marriage is not a bliss for everyone , once in love then got bored find new thing to play with a cycle. So i ask myself a guy whose willing to just pay me $200 for a kiss and 3k for sex is it because of attraction in beauty? Well seeing by the rate of it beautiful woman do get what they want without asking , in the first place god create man and woman for a reason and should we enjoy the pleasure to the max? i guess it's all thanks to capital H.I.M who create us single woman to enjoy life to the fullest . Like lady gaga said it ."God makes no mistakes , we are on the right track baby , we were born this way " Totally agrreeing with her every bit of it. Conclusion , we should NOT be worried about our sexuality and do more exploration with each other , spice things up in our sex life regardless if it's about sex atraction or it just an addiction .

List of things i want achieve:

2011-03-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

1)Get in Nafa (Tick)
2)2 month getting in shape
3)Doing extention and rebonding
4)Work my ass off before school starts on 21 june 2011
5)Settle things with my relationships
6) Change to a new and better improve me
7)Get diploma & degree
8) optional safe money for a holiday get away
9)LAstly chase my dreams!
Is true what they say sometimes you gone tru slot in life , hardship , heartache and pain but in the end of it everything you been tru is worth it after all. There is such thing as the grass is greener at the other side . I believe in miracle and i believe that in my journey god will always be there to lead me tru. So goodbye bad , sad and old past . Thanks to you i finally i could chase my dreams ! Watch me grow to something better and greater alright ;)
PEaceeeee out.

2011-03-17T05:03:00.001-07:00

I've gotten in to NAFA!!!!! i did it finally my future is set starting school on 21 june 2011 . Wohoooooo thank god

2011-03-11T00:59:00.000-08:00

Finally some peace and quiet for once ... Too many calls , texts and people to entertain. All want is simple peace and quiet , for instant watching movie at home doing some exercise indulging myself with great food ( yes fruits and veggies ) are included.. waiting for my result about 2 more days , relaxing myself and enjoying life. That is how life should be simple and NOT chaotic with madness . FB,Blogging , Youtubing and listening to new songs hahaha
Enjoy the weekends guys :D

2011-03-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

Today gonna watch the LIOn King premier ahahahahha simon gave me a complimentry ticket for me and my uncle so sweet ya . Gotta prepared now care!

2011-02-26T04:17:00.000-08:00

Woah , it was awsome even though i was the first person to sing and act but i know i did my very best and given all i got in it. Just wait for the result for 2 weeks time , i know i would go in i believe in myself .

My time to shine

2011-02-25T04:34:00.000-08:00

Fingers cross , finally tomorrow is the audition itself . Give it my all the best! :)

2011-02-24T17:36:00.001-08:00

It's a great day today, the wheather is much cooling as it rains in the late afternoon . :)what better to feel happy and contented with delicious cooking by uncle , relaxing as i look at the scenery of my balcony window, enjoy a good chat with uncle about the things happen few days and preparing for my audition and test at NAFA this sat . Life couldn't get more relax and peaceful, Been partying alot but now i have stop temporary and have some good rest. I decided not to rant or complain about anything but enjoy the little things that happening and felt simple . Have a good day everyone

2011-02-21T21:46:00.000-08:00

Why is everyone seems to be so worked up with what i do with my own life. Either saying i'm player or slut , come on who you think you are to judge me . Yes i can tell you i may not be the perfect person but i know i am not a good person as well. I made alot of mistakes so do you . Before you wan to judge me how about you go look yourself in the mirror first and question yourself . Well the thing is some of you maybe the by stander , a person who flipping pass to any random blog during your free tie and end up saw this . Yea i blog about my feelings , yea i blog about my life , So what ? There are nice people who doesn't complain but some simply doesn't know how to mind thier freaking bussiness. Alright change topic , my bestfriend especially ask me why are you single ? Why is that a problem being one ? =_=" Why do i like girls then guys? So what i'm Bi sexual deal with it, suck it up alright.
Well i'm still young i wan to enjoy life , no time to think about love, no time to built relationship , no time to waste time . Previously i like to say i can date around but i'm not looking that sort of serious relationship because it won't last and i don't want too . I still want to achieve my goals in life my dreams , and have a good carrer. Being single is really not a bad thing . Life, partying , work and sleep. All i know i have me myself and i to love , other then my uncle , dad and friends. Everythng is gonna be fine i know it would . People may ask me would you want to get married and have children oen day well i ever dream of it but i though it tru maturely No , i don't want to cause i rather spend all the small things and enjoy life travelling the world and find happiness in spending my time with family and friends . For that special someone is not that important , they may come and go . Only this particular special person who won't go anywhere from us GOD . :)

One in a million - Ne yo

2011-02-20T23:52:00.000-08:00

It's so true when you get into a bad relationship you intend to put your guard up each time you felt something is wrong . Time is all i have and i guess wasting it may not be the best thing to do but rather do something about it. Have few days before my audition at NAFA. I don't need to think of having relationship but the truth is i had fun out of it but not into it. Most important thing that really concerned me about my education and carrer . No time to fall in love and waste time and money . Love can seriously wait and press on hold . There's a reason why dating is the best and being single rocks big time :) My friend Azahri been nice to help me out on my audiion script . Still in the process of recovering soar throat , it's much better. Gotta go back on studies , will talk to ya soon !

2011-02-17T23:53:00.000-08:00

Valebtine day was the best , when out with chistine bought me a boquet of flowers and big big korikuma bear :)) ate at arab street that she booked a restaraunt at and when to eski bar for the some drinks then the next day after work meet up with simon had chat and exchange gift :))) so sweet of him he bought me my fav idol cd ENrique iglesias i know i can buy it myself but didn't expect he could remember my fav idol :))will put up the pics soon .. Gotten sick though for the conservative 3 days , need to get some rest now ..ciao ciao

2011-02-12T23:36:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i find guys dam irritating , why is it so? let me tell you . This guy, Ridwan remember i had a movie date with him well i didn't meet him so he got all over paranoid and keep bugging to see me . Hello i have life too with my other friends too, So i said to him ok how abou i meet you for movie then i'm off to meet my friends and he was like but i want to get to know u . And i was like tell him ya ok next time then cause there's still time to get to know each other. He didn't get that point or his simply stupid so i decided to party with my friends and gotten hangover dam tired he call and text me to meet up today sun OMG?! come on i want rest ok then i said i can't go out and he said ok how about at evening karaoke with his friends i don't his friend and he doing everything so fast . Alrite i go then but his so a friend type not a bf material type sorry .
Gotta take some nappy time then off out again when would i get a effing rest fuckkk i still need ingredients to back brownies or make valetines chocolate!!!

2011-02-12T01:54:00.001-08:00

The movie we watched suck big time "triagle " so budget movie and stupid . Apart from the movie forthe rest of the evening it turn out etter then i ever expected. Christine was super romantic even better then a man can be . She brings me to a bar called Eski and had chats and drank alot . The place felt like North pole it's something different and unique..
Then on our second date i went to her house and she cooked dinner for and we drank a white wine while watching interesting south africa movie then off to Boat Quay to get some drinks then when clubbing and came back 7 am. I did enjoyed myself with her , we are official but the date turn out dam awsome and i felt comfortable when i'm around her. She made me feel love back again. Valentine is coming dunnoe what is in store for me
e and her gonna have study dates cause i had to recite and prepared audition for NAFA so i have to worked hard for it.
Alright i gotta prepared for a date with wan for a movie then off partying with Fai at night .
Have a great weekend guys :)

2011-02-08T20:45:00.000-08:00

Well in the morning around 11 am called Christine had wonderful morning chat and laughter . Then took shower , surfing facebk , youtube and eating at the same time . Well meeting christine later at 3 pm somerset to catch a movie ,it's a date so i still drying my hair , curl/straighten it and make up . Since Valentine is nearing i somehow need to learn to bake brownies :D without peanuts cause she's allegic to it. I guess valentine i won't be that lonely after all .. still awaits for sat date with Rid a movie and eating at Seoul garden woooootttt. Gotta prepared now wish me luck guys :D

2011-02-07T23:46:00.001-08:00

The weather is being a bitch today by that means freakishly hot hot hot! Note to self please remember to drink plenty of water . Anyways today i've been pampering myself with alot of good food , went out shopping and have a date with myself :)
Sometimes the best things in life is spending time with urself and loving urself that much.200 bucks when bb with the beauty products and buying heels and of course food. Later in the evening going out to see Simon then trm meeting beautiful christine for a movie date. Alright i better get ait of rest then i've gottat prepared meet him .
Take Care..

2011-02-07T16:52:00.000-08:00

6 more days to Valentine's day ! :)))
Anyways Happy belated 2 months eshgh !

2011-02-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

Now to describe myself as a lost sheep , I'm becoming indecisive in everything .
Evryting seems to be all over the place... Goodness been bad to worse holy...!#!@$@#@$ , i totally lost myself big time i guess now taking a break from what i should done for a long time. Certain things i need to change starting with sticking to one than the rest.

Ranting abt Negative side of CNY

2011-02-04T22:10:00.000-08:00

I'm really dead tired after the late partying at Double O , it was a fun night out and caught another fish i guess beautiful christine . Would blog about her some other day, anyways i'm starting to hate chinese new year in the certain extend that people don't know how to behave themselves at all it became a public nuisance. Just yst when we were chilling after a night fun partying a group of typical chinese finish celebrating thier fucked up CNY was arguing and swearing among each other . WTF? hello attetion seeker much , the other thing if u can't handle alcohol don't fucking drink at all because you're behaviour after drinking being like mad dog barking here and there is seriously unecessary and unflaterring at all. Just make u like a bloody fool. Lastly, why for the holy mother of baby jesus the bank has to like freeze the py check in the acc . Yes yes i do respect is CNY and u have your own fucking life but we also have our mother fucking life too alright . Wtf is the problem can't u just let things proceed because of the "excuse" of CNY we can't even have our money in hand to shop . They want us to understand thier situation but they themself being abit too selfish , geez..
Alright i gotta need to get back to bed and have long snooze , came back at 7 am woke up at 11 am gosh 4 hrs sleep ain't enuff not so beauty sleep at all.
Peace out!

2011-02-02T01:40:00.001-08:00

Happpy Chinnnnnneseeeee Newwwwww Yearrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! :)
Tis few days would be busy i guess still thinking of which party i should go to and collectng han bao :DDD lols i guess everything is sailllliiiiiing well this yr .. arite gotta finish some drawins ciao

2011-02-01T04:31:00.001-08:00

Anyways is early for me to say it but Happy Chinese New Years Guys ! :) Huat ar!
Dammit this sat is busy busy need celebrate two bdae arite i guess i need to multi tak myself and give time to both of the birthday Boys hahaha Holla !

Medina - You and I

2011-01-31T20:38:00.000-08:00

There is no longer
You and I

2011-01-30T05:46:00.000-08:00

Having those days where you get frustrated or paranoid with things or either people around you . It really suck badly, unbearable cramps dang! Anyways i was feeling abit off , the rain doesn't stop but it's a good good things can snuggle in the blanky and get some shut eyes. Other then getting a text from my bf made my day somehow , uncle delicious cooking and havingalot of family quality ime wih my dad and uncle . Oh man feelng kinda bloated though....T-T i have to chillax hahas .. Rights gotta sleep trm need wake up early for work , done texting bf , done blogging now , done updating facebook, so now it's time for me to say Goodnights to ya all ... NIGHTS! :))) have a effing day guys!

Hot Enrique Iglesias :)

2011-01-28T06:38:00.000-08:00

One word to decribe him SEXY.. aww even after so many years he is still hot hot hot then ever. loving the the song by enrique -Tonight ( i'm F***king you) but radio edit it became LOVING you lols in either ways still the the original pieces .Psssshhh! so what if his songs starting to get kinky atleast he's happening , is not wrong for him to flaunt his sexuallity.You can't blame him for being God dam sexy and hot. still love him and his song :) god dammit i want watch burqeles , need find my buddies to watch it with me .. !

2011-01-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

I don't do this anymore , i thought about it and i just want to stick with one instead. I'm waiting for result 21 feb audition i need to focus about that, i'm distracted and i don't want to play myself out like that . So it best i play low profile . I guess now i understand the guilt that i'm feeling all i want to do is run but no i decided to face it . Yes there are people gonna pull me down but i don't think that gonna stop me but i want change for the better starting today . :)

2011-01-27T04:24:00.000-08:00

In life you can't always get what you one but when you achieve it it's possible . When it comes to a situation like love it's likely tend to fail alot ,Why? because you need two hands to clap so both of parties need that mutural understandings and acceptant in each others characteristic. It's just plain sad to see that nowdays some people won't even bothered to fight for love , is more likely about physical contact and just go . I mean can't blame anyone cause we ourselves as singaporean living in an environment tha is much open to most of the things example like if you want to find any teenage aldultary or dating an older guy or doing simply anything stupid is totally normal . People simply are having casual sex without the "love " going on there, it's partically normal now . So i was wondering to myself when would i feel love again not just some fling or that nonsense but the emotion and feeling that only the heart can feel , that can take your breath away . Always think the positive side of my life , like the youtuber davey wavey he said that before you could love someoneelse you have to love yourself first and it's true . Yea , i felt the loneliness that cause boredness but i'll have to start appreciating life and remember in the end of the road i have to face everything alone noone gonna help me but myself :) God give me strength and faith to walk tru this journey but i hope that i would make it tru and find love, i believe . Not all hope is gone even in this world that we live in even a slightest drop of hope is still there helps alot knowling there are still people out there who believe that love exist it would never die , t's just a test . God gave us brain to think but only we can decided to make things better or worse.
Beliving is one thing
But trying your best may not be everything
Doing what you think that is te best for you with lots of hardwork
You can achieve anything.

Believing in oneself .

2011-01-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

So here's how things goes , it seems like this few day it kept on raining so it's agood thing . Then went out with Simon and get to know him er... his alright i guess. So somehow i felt bad and upset cause i miss kian but just angry with him for the moment . He stll text and misses me alot so that made my day :) but with simon the other hand his a nice guy , fun to talk with , laught alot but sensitive in heart lead to misunderstanding and unrelevant small arguement and it's only been like 3 days with him and things going bitter side . He does call and text me but it just felt different when i with kian i guess . However i try to see how things process further cause i'm still unsure about himself as a person , i'm about to expereience the negative side of him but looking at the small picture of him it look quite nasty . Well noone perfect but it doesn't stop me from trying mybest to understand him i guess , everyone has thier own flawless and i have to accept that even i myself made lots of mistakes and intend to be silly at times not knowling hurt someone . I apologies thought my wrong doings , 2011 is much different cause i wanted tobe someone whose more open in a sense of not being so over paranoid , let have more trust and also ambitious for my future . Just today i log in to Firendster for after so donkey years i realised how much i've grown over the past years . When you start to grow maturely you seem to think differently and with every problem you would try to resolve it instead of letting it hanging and builts up. I, myself plead guilty for not being honest ever since i experience pain and lots hurt .The only person i've trust is myself and my uncle . i have alot of bad habits that i can't deny some are just atrociously bad hahas .. but in a process of recovery. Now it's the best time for me to make alot of mistakes and learn from it that's the only way i would grow to a much better and resilent person . Making the best out of each day and feeling the belonging in life , thinking positive and accept ownself weakness and good points would take you far . I'm just waiting for the call or email to take my extrance exams then soon i'll be having auditions but during my spare time i got bored because blame it myself that i've turn abit lazy mentally so i decided to draw and do something that can help me motivate myself not be lazy bum . Praticing my voice , doing some arts and also alot of writing , even reading . Future is set is all up to me to make it happen for good.

When all ends fail , don't lose hope
Stand up and try again.

God bless and Nights!

2011-01-23T04:35:00.001-08:00

i won't apologies it's ur fault for not informing me about us so i went out with somebodyelse who can treat me right . You're lost!

2011-01-22T03:15:00.000-08:00

Woah , i'm getting paranoid . Been staring at phone waiting for ur text or call, goodness the only text i've been getting it's from my friends either asking me out to party , drink or sing k box this sat night . So yea , you said to me we'll watch and spend time together on weekends but hell no u tell me that u with your friends cause his came from malaysia . Alright then i understad that part so i told u to enjoy yourself but if u can't make it tell me cause the time is ticking and still there's no respond from u . Don't left me hanging , the longer it gets i just feel like wearing my heels , dress up and party with my friends just distract u from my head. Come on don't give me indian promises ar didn't expect a guy like has it's asian side lols! The clock strike 9 pm and u still not respnding i'm sorry i'm going out somewhere else.

One door close the others open

2011-01-20T19:04:00.000-08:00

First it was three guys and slowly i eliminate them one by one , chinese indo , Spanish indian and now left middle east guy mixed canada . Recently i find that i couldn't clicked with the spanish one so i broke up with him now i got hook up with the south africa one and yes i'm not so attached cause it's "an open relationship " but i still date around to find the right one but i still love my canada bf . I guess i could never blame anyone but myself and maybe it's true sometime u can love more than one , i learn form the person who i used to love but now just friends . Thanks to him. :)On monday going school pay fee and i'm up to walk this journey maybe i can have both future and love ^-^

2011-01-19T22:30:00.001-08:00

There are times i felt that things just can't seem to be control but instead it became out of control. If things goes as plan then the world would be too perfect . How i wish it was but hey with all the imperfection i somehow learn alot out of it.
Wish me luck alright soon i'm taking entrance exam for NAFA .. i can't tell you the coure i'm taking first when i get in it would be the bomb alright :) all i need is hard work and determination not just luck i believe. I miss my boyfriend alot but he seems to be @@@#@@$$@$@@$!!!! guys what do you expect nothing much but heartache ...
Alright i gotta focus on work holla !!

2011-01-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

"@@$%##%%&@@@!!" (censored)
Quote the top part , just felt alot of frustration . There's nothing wrong with my life , my love life , family , friends or myself . Maybe it's just one of those days , mood swings . There's alot of work to be done , decision making especially for tomorrow. Somehow i need to inquiry about school that i'm intending too. Just see how things goes , with every problems there's a solution for it. I guess i need to settle it one by one first . Abit upset cause i will be spending less time with my boyfriend , less partying cause of studies and work .. Just this wed i saw him and spend time together but it wasn't enough .Missssing him alot, must tell myself to be strong shit, I'm going to miss him much more 10xxxxxx!!! when his going back to his hometown :(( march his going for a one month trip back to his country and be back on April . Sigh* when there's work to be done , can't do anything about it but to just suck it up and finish it as soon asap. It's getting late i better get some shut eyes .

Eshgh whenever i misses you all i need to do is hug the soft toy that you gave me for christmas , it may never felt the same as the warmness of hugs , sweet smile and kisses whenever we meet but as long as it's something that has you written on it , given or even a memory it's somehow became a part of u that i can keep for my ownself to remember . <3 u!

Nights all :)

Nights everyone :O!

2011-01-06T08:52:00.000-08:00

So been busy for the past few days , like i mention sending uncle to the doctors for a check up's .. And yea the movie "Meet the little Fockers " is a must watch very funny and entertaining . Bf been busy with school and work =.=" didn't have time to celebrate 1 month anniversary .. goshhhh but it's alright wha u expect from someone taking a PHD ..i had a great time though with my darls of course gib me cute soft toy baby goofy ^________^ me like and adoreeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! So i was planning to watch " LOVE and OTHER Drug " if i'm not wrong about the title ... hopefully we'll catch it hahasssss..
Alright gotta sleep i guess tomorrow gonna be along day for me , night night everyone !!

2011-01-02T22:45:00.000-08:00

New life , new self , A brand new day for each days i woke up in th morning. New resolution earn money , study hard , party hard hahas :D must enjoy life to the fullest of course one way or another we would make many mistakes but we'll learn from it be stronger each day. Main motive is to think positive and make the best out of it. Alright later gotta go meet Kian for a movie it's been 1 week plus i could see my bf , miss him alot though . Then on tuesday gonna have a new look (reffering to my lion hair hahas , new hair cut ) wednesday companying my uncle to the doctors , then thurs, fri and sun work work work sat chillax with my bestfriends :) soon next next week start school . There's alot of things that i want but i'll have to take baby steps to reach my goal . Slow and steady win the race so they said ...
Hope this 2011 is one of the best year for me then again it's all up to me to make it the best for myself .."Hardwork" hahas ..
Happy New Year Guys !! Wohooooooo....
May God bless ...

2010-12-27T00:31:00.001-08:00

Christmas holidays was awsome ;) club alot and going to this that party some party i didn't go cause i'm super exhausted but anyways merry christmas you guys .. :D can't wait to watch movie with my eshgh (love) and enjoy new year wohooooo!

2010-12-20T06:43:00.000-08:00

Dam shag , clumsiness has took it toll on me. Great i sprain my ankle and it hurt badly T_________________T resting at home hopefully it recover on wed before i go work gods!

2010-12-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

There's many ways to improvise, it's all start with " YOU".
Tomorrow i've gotta wake up early and gotta work had to memories everything back and soon meet kian on the weekends or so for an outting . School starting soon after the holidays and i really can't wait for everything to fall in its place . Always think positive and take things easy , better to see the real picutre and surroundings that we are still fortunate then someone else who are in more need . :D

Nights and God bless!

2010-12-07T02:47:00.000-08:00

Everybody is given opportunity even choices in thier life .Either way it's whether we want to do it or not, Little bit of courage and step even work done would make it possible. So i skip skip skip , sit up sit ups sit ups, doing some critical exercises but it's worth it for myself .

2010-12-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

It was a awsome movie , simply magnefic hahas especially the killer itself with alot of suspend 4/5 :) wanted watch "let me in" :) soooon hola!~

2010-12-03T23:37:00.000-08:00

Gonna watch a movie called " Take my soul " late evening later ith Kian.
So yea hope it's a nice movie :)

2010-12-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

For the past few weeks it kept on raining non stop .. going to do something that i'm best at dissapearring i need to focus on what i want to persue it i'm sorry guys , just keep updates on my blog . I'll come back to new and better person :)
Cyas~!

2010-11-29T22:43:00.000-08:00

Whether you love me or love me not is your choice . I gone tru alot with you and what given is yours to keep , What i give is sincere from the bottom of the heart.

2010-11-29T00:44:00.001-08:00

Addicted to only girl by rihanna :)

2010-11-26T21:38:00.001-08:00

Medi, pedi , mask, warm up nd party party party tonite :) till 6 am.. Holla!

2010-11-25T21:14:00.000-08:00

Happy bdae my deareat sihui hugs and kisses!

2010-11-24T05:16:00.001-08:00

Got addicted watching Personal taste korean drama :D!